~Haemoglobin 9 (allergic_to_you) wrote in losethelube,
~Haemoglobin 9

  • Mood:

The only thing I look foward to.

Inspired & smitten.
Taken, by just a glance in the wrong direction.
Seconds gone & silent thoughts
of having another infatuation
Isn't it obvious when I'm tongue tied...
when my only mood is high?
I can question only myself
why I get like this.....
It's for everyone I've thought of
in a way I shouldn't .
In a way that I can't have.
Something that was unexpected
happy as the summer's air blowing across my face
sick to my stomach in a matter of seconds
"I so want to....."
You are the only thing I look forward to..
in these meaningless, passing-by days.
Never felt like this in my whole life.
You can take me away. You have taken me away.
You can't take me back to where I was before.
I don't think I can go back.
Now my words & thoughts are crumbling.
and running together like water colours on a page.
I smear my thoughts, I smear my obsessions...
I smear my fears & wants...combined...
I have no clue anymore.
To where I stand...
to where I even begin..
yet all I know...
is where I end.
  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.
  • 1 comment